Update

So I haven't been here in awhile... not like anyone really reads this thing anyways. Well anyways, Jeyton has like 9 teeth right now... the eight front ones and one coming in in the back. He's walking so sure of himself now, going everywhere and getting mad when held. I'm sitting here this morning watching the news about this flu thing going on and yesterday I was told that my future MIL's mother's pharmacist said that there are two cases in town... and that startles me a bit but why wouldn't it be in the news? Are they "protecting" us from freaking out or would they logically want to tell everyone so that we don't go out and get ourselves contaminated? Whatever though. Uh on the other hand I've been crocheting like crazy, made my own bikini pattern pretty much but I'm not thrilled with it quite yet. I made one for said MIL... no comment but it's SO cute! I'm proud of how it turned out. I haven't been feeling tip top here lately, I almost feel the need for my therapist again but money is tight so I'll have to find another way to help get me out of this... oh the Joys of Depression. I have a friend who had a baby here recently and while she was pregnant the dad abused her. I was so proud when she left him but now apparently she's back with him and I don't get it. I understand letting him be in her life (to an extent) but why get back with him? What's the probability that he's going to do the same thing again? I cannot condone her behavior so I don't know what I'm going to do. A real man doesn't hit his woman. He should treat her right, especially when she's the mother of your child. I've been busting my butt cleaning the house and Jordan is supposed to be helping me... but he has class and work out here on the ranch so I'm trying not to worry about it. We really need storage so much... our house is SO tiny. I don't know what I'm going to do about that one. I've got cabin fever crazy like... even when I get to go to town, just need more to do I guess. So I need to get on the ball with other things I guess. Anyways I need to get up and get some things done around the house to keep myself from going crazy... peace out.